The real Me!

The real Me!

Sometimes in life, you will not know who are the real people that can give you the enlightment you needed. You will never know the people you can count on if you really need the help that you are unconciously seeking until it’s too late!

Well, I just want to share to you my story.

I’m Elian Audrey Villanueva,

I’m twenty-eight,

I’m a survivor!

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Life Update

Life Update

Oh hello there my lovely blog, I am so sorry for not updating you for months! Well a lot has happened since I last updated you, first of those is that I lost my grandfather, Lolo Pop is now with his Creator after he have been fetched or in tagalog “sinundo” by his brother Lolo Rusting.

Lolo Pop had been an amazing man, a hardworking man and he is someone we all look up to. He died peacefully with all of his loved ones surrounding him, it actually reminds me of Carrie Underwood’s song “Temporary Home” and it goes something like:

Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
and he whispers;
don’t cry for me, I’ll see you all someday
He looks up and says: “I can see God’s face

But with Lolo Pop, he didn’t get his chance to say goodbye to us as he had closed his eyes on a Tuesday and he didn’t open it til the time he took his last breath, but I know and I believe that he is with my Creator, that is the only place he can ever be as he is the greatest man I can ever know.

The next change that happened is that now I am working again! Well my new job is challenging but I am prepared to take this new challenge on!

Lastly, the last change that I have to tell you is my change of lifestyle, as you know I am a ‘come what may’ attitude and ‘eat, eat, eat’ sense of self. Now because of my early diagnosis of hypertension, I am now living a healthy and happy life.

Well that’s all, I hopefully can update you as regularly as I can do.

P.P.S. My original wattpad story is still not done. Help😣!

Kisses.

Yannie Be Me!

Yannie Be Me!

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Hi everyone, if you are reading this and saying that maybe I am a little familiar, you are probably right. I was also the brain behind the Mindful Wanderer blog, but unfortunately or fortunately, I decided to remove and start over again so that I can do this blogging thing better.

I want to tell you why I am doing this, basically I do have depression and social anxiety, and as my beloved father always say;

Do something to help yourself and do not let yourself be stagnant.

So here I am, trying to help myself out while waiting for my new therapist. But I am going to be fine, I am tough.

I also have decided to help those who are also suffering from depression and social anxiety, to let them know that they are not alone. To share what is working for me, my story, and the struggles I am facing while making sure that in the end I am going to end up better and stronger after my episodes.

Lastly, I would be posting new articles every day or every other day it actually depends on whether I have the drive to write another article.

So, let this journey begin and I hope you all will stick with me until the end.

Love always.