Sometimes in life, you will not know who are the real people that can give you the enlightment you needed. You will never know the people you can count on if you really need the help that you are unconciously seeking until it’s too late!
Well, I just want to share to you my story.
I’m Elian Audrey Villanueva,
I’m twenty-eight,
I’m a survivor!
Have you ever felt that you are very inadequate in something that even though you want to do it, you just know that you can’t because it’s not how you were bought up. Or you super duper want that something, you know you can’t have it because it’s not the right time, and yet everyone around you is urging you, pushing you to do something you’re not comfortable with.
Looking back to this date, I just want you to know that you are not nor ever will be a disappointment and a stupid pig. You just had a rough day, a rough couple of days to be exact as your cousin’s maid has not come back, if she ever did and you decided to read this, always be grateful for her and everything she does especially in taking care of your nephew.
You also just successfully avoided washing the dishes by eating early, also you just have a rough day as you just let your mouth speak without dissecting everything that comes out of it first.
Well, if you are reading this and is now in a relationship then kudos to you, but if you are reading this and still single, well I am happy to tell you that it will come soon. You just have to be patient and trust in God’s plan. He knows what He is doing more than you do!
Also, if you are reading this and you and Tita has successfully went to Mandaluyong with you on the driver seat then I applaude you! You finally have enough practice that your Tita has trusted you enough with her life!
Things will settle soon enough, just give your all on everything you do especially with work. If you also haven’t finished writing about Juliette’s story, then don’t fret on it, the idea will come soon and you will love it, just stick with the idea, write it down then leave the editing after you finished the entire thing. I believe in you and you can bet your sweet behind that you have given your all on writing it.
Well, it’s a day before Grandfather’s first death anniversary, make sure you come home and spend it with your grandmother, be her source of strength, you can never count on your other family members to be her source of strength as they are too busy for her. I know the memory is still fresh, but Lolo is in a better place, he is waiting for Lola to come join him so they can be together again in a place where death is just a continuation of their promise to spend their lives together until death do they part.
Idolize Catriona Gray, protect her interest with your life but do not get into an online fight just for her because she would not like that like Marc-Andre Fleury will not like it when you start fighting others because of him. Rise above the haters, they’re beneath you.
Lastly, stop drinking coffee, it still give you heart palpitations.
Love always.
For weeks I have debated whether should I or should I not write about this topic, but now after my father’s visit minutes ago, I decided to finally share this story about my pride and joy.
Hello blog, I’m so sorry for not updating you soon!
As I have said on my last update, I am now working and today, I am now working for this Company for about seven months, wow…
Anyway, last December was actually super hectic and stressful for me, I had to list all of our clients and give them gifts, prepare for the party and make sure that everything would go flawlessly as I don’t want to let my Aunt down. But after all the stress, and all the “Oh my god what did I miss?” moments, I pulled it through. It was fun planning stuff and seeing to it until the end.
I also went home for Christmas and was shocked on how my grandmother is doing, she is getting weak since I have last seen her! She had never complained about her knees before and all throughout my Christmas break she was complaining about it. She also never went to church as her per usual while I was there with her! I know and believe that she misses my grandfather as she burst out to tears when her only son, my Uncle, teased her about being the first Christmas without grandpa, and I found it tactless and stupid.
I fear for grandma, and I am ashamed to admit this online, and I know that people will be angry at me once they read about this, but, you see I am slightly, slightly angry at my Uncle and Aunties as they never visited my grandmother while I was there and I know that they are not visiting her as often as she would like. Take note, some of them are around her area, just a fucking tricycle away and they do not even take the time to visit her. People would probably say that they’re busy with work.
Yes those people would be right, but they are also forgetting something, their mother is getting on with age and since she lost the love of her life, she needed the seven of them more than ever!
Ungh, enough about my dirty laundry being aired here.
As for work, I have a lot to complain but I know that it is tactless to complain about it here. But ungh, this Engineer, they just rub me the wrong way and I hate to say this but I don’t like her personally and it takes so much for me not to like you.
Well I have a laptop now, hopefully I can update you as often as I can.
Love Always.
It’s just a few days away from your birth and I must say that this past year, life for you have changed.
Let me ask you a question: what do you usually do when you are alone? Do you watch netflix and chill? Do you sing? Do you dance? Do you get a much needed me time?
In this world where there are like a gazillion people who listens to music regardless of: social status, gender, sexual orientation, race and religion.
Since we are all individually made, we still have different songs that we can relate to. We all have different music playlist that we listen to; here are some of mine.
People are afraid of many things and sometimes these things are so hard to overcome that this fear becomes a phobia.
But I am not here to talk about phobias but I am here to talk about things that we are afraid of, that we are scared of. Before I discuss what my greatest fear is, let us define that word first.
I’m going to give you 20 answers to 20 random questions for you all to get to know who I really am. It may be hard hitting questions or funny ones but the goal is for me to truthfully answer it.
Everything Yan 